ThOuGhTs/ FriDaY NiGhTs

...Lo aNd BeHoLd...


Sometimes you feel that you are important to someone yet their gestures around you do not seem to make you feel so. Guess it always comes down to give and take, acceptance and denial, ultimately compromise and understanding.
Recently, two people that I least expected to ever interact with on a good friend's basis have been treating me very well and have thus duly earned my friendship and respect.
Still bothered by the fact that random people can accept your random attitude, zany tactics and thoroughly enjoy your company yet you sometimes become intolerable to some close to you. So is there something wrong with you or the other? Oh wells....


I just love talking in riddles under a veil. Let the smart decipher.


Have been missing the Friday nights that I had last semester. I used to gym at least 3 times a week. Every Friday, after gymming, I went out with my bros JieRen and Bong. JieRen usually drove. Every Friday was a new cuisine, a new movie, shopping with the ever-metro Kui, bending intelligence with the ever-rational Bong or babe-watching somewhere random. My ideal end to a week where I spent 80% of the time mugging in the library. The best thing about them? I never had to ask them out. One of the three would always ask the other two out. So the company was mutually enjoyable to all, no strings attached.


Somehow, what I felt like would be my best semester (this semester) in NUS ever, as forseen by me during the June holidays, has became all topsy turvy along the way. Academics changed, people changed, attitudes changed, most importantly, I changed with changing tides.


But things feel better now. My drive and determination are slowly coming back. Hope I never have to soften again now that I have found my greatest ally. At least I think so.



...aNgLeS BrOuGhT mE HeRe...