DeRiViNg sTrEnGtH

...Lo aNd BeHoLd...


After thorough contemplation, I have decided to manifest my life over the past few days in words. I believe that despite all that happens God will be there by our side to guide us and see us through thick and thin. This post is not for people to pity me, but rather it is for individuals to understand that everyone in the world has thier own set of calamities, of tribulations and it should be in the interest of us, fellow homo sapiens to lighten this burden for one another, at least from my perception point.


My grandmother who literally brought me up, who take care of me more than my mother who had to work hard because my father was not in Singapore is now in the last few days of her life. I'm keeping strong knowing that she'll be going to a better place and pray that she'll be around long enough for me to visit in December.


My mother, has just been diagnosed with something that I choose not to disclose here. This will cause her an operation that will render her immobile for a period of time. Praying that the operation goes well and she is back to normal as before. All the money in the world cannot buy you someone who loves you.


I had a tiff with someone that I didn't realise I had subconsciously become so close too. I only felt the impact and pain of the possible severance of such a bond when the person got distanced from me, through sickness and through my sticky attitude and possessiveness. I couldn't eat, drink or study for two whole days with little sleep. Am still trying to recover.


I must thank all my friends who despite not knowing what was wrong with me and what was on my mind decided to stand by me. Thank you Waifu, Jieren, Ashwin, Wynne, Aini, Patrick, Gwen, Larry and Qihao for caring for me and feeling worried. Its times like this that allow you to evaluate who your true friends are.


Let this post serve as a reminder for all that sorrow is a facet of everyone's life. It is how, we, as individuals disperse the sorrow within us and serve as the strength of others.



...aNgeLs bRouGhT Me HeRe...